i’d need a playwright

i’d need a playwright to help me get my act together

it’s on my mind
continuously

constant
like flowing river
or an alcoholics thirst

every minute that passes
the thought of
curves
breasts
lips
thighs
legs
packaged in soft flesh
tempt me
to load up a porn site
on the internet

just to take in the beauty
of a naked woman
with her legs spread
touching heaven
as I touch myself

everyday brings the
same impulses
and everyday
I try to resist
but I’d need a playwright
to help me get my act together